Feb 25, 2006

Daily thoughts

Daily thoughts
There seems to be so much hate in the world today. Muslims are up in arms about some stupid cartoon depicting Mohammad. They say he was a prophet, but if he was a prophet he would have pointed them to Jesus Christ, not some god who tells them to kill people and terrorize the world. These terrorists are not going to heaven and get 10 virgins, they are headed straight to hell, and that is a fact. I think God intended us to love one another, not bite and devour one another.

My house is at war of late. My wife is an alcoholic with no end in sight of ever quitting. The turmoil in my life as a result of this is very great, and I cannot conceive of anything more than a short life caused by the stress. Our whole family is affected by this. Her daughters are becoming a mess. Rules and guidance went out the window along with moral teachings. I don't know what to do next. I have a friend in Singapore, and Kelli thinks I am cheating on her with this actually very young girl. Yet, the only thing I have in Ginny is a friend across the ocean that I may never meet. She has a lot of wisdom that she offers to me. I will take that anywhere I can get it.

My daughter, Jessica, is graduating this year....if she gets her grades up like they should be. My step-daughter, Ashley is also graduating...two for one this year. Lots of money is needed for graduation. I think it will have to be a hall or the backyard....which means I have a lot of work to do.

Feb 4, 2006

What's Left

When you think you are at the end of your rope and then things get worse, you know that God is somehow trying to get your attention. I know I have to learn to listen to Him more attentively. It seems we go from one domestic situation to another.

I can attest to the fact that alcohol is a very real hinderance to having any money. When the one you love abuses it, you can watch your financial future go down the toilet, along with your respect and admiration you may have once had for them.

People are upset over cartoons of Mohammad, yet Mohammad was the beginning of terrorism. He used it himself during his attempts to get converts to Islam. I have no idea what he may have looked like, but I am sure he was Arab, a decendant of Ishmael. He did not steer followers to the true and living God, but instead to a god by another name....Allah they call him. I know that a war is coming against Jesus' foes, but it is hard to watch people following a false prophet.